down up down.

went library yesterday and dig out some nice books.
i wish i had all the time to browse through each and everyone of them.
especially design books, they are simply awesome.
totally awed by them.

but seriously.
i've wasted 2 freaking weeks of my holiday.
and next monday im starting school already, yet not ALL READY.
shit, totally not ready for school yet.
sucks.

worried about my internship.
worried about the companies hunt.
worried about my portfolio.
worried about my design skills. im not up to standard.
and i seriously need to improve and build up my portty.

yet procrastinating, as always.
help.

i need more colours, inspirations and motivations in my lifeeeeeeeeee.