days with
dry/crack lips
blue nails

fingers crossed.

ohmy

i cant believe i dreamt of her.
still so pretty.

hahahahhha. omggggg.
KEITH'S CLASS TODAY! :D

LOL. i know it's dam stupid but i seriously didnt know that he knew who is peixin!
i was early for class today. woots. it's like years since the last time i was early for classes.
and he came in to prepare his stuffs, AND WALKED TOWARDS TO ME!
HAHAHAHHAHA. and he asked,
"So peixin, blah blah blahh.." and asked me about my internship.
WOOOOTS. ok la. i tried to look normal on the outside, but hopefully my face didnt turn red.
omg. it's the first time i go so gagahhh over a lecturer.
hey it's my first time in his class after two years okkkkk.
so i guess it's normal to be. ahem..excited. LOL.. heh.

omg, seriously, i didnt know he knew that i was peixin. cause we've nvr talked face to face before,
and neither was i in his class before! this part is rather weird though.
but i dont mind.
im just happy that HE KNEW IM PEIXIN. AHAHHAHHAHA. ok.
done for this post!

TMR TMR TMR. LOL.
goodnight. :D

his girlfriend.

you should.

All Good Things Come To An End

and i regretted not taking a photo of the present&card before i gave it to you.
i did remind myself to, cause i know i regretted last year for not taking any photos of the presents i gave you.
but ended up, i still forgot to..

well.. here i wish you a happy birthday (:


& i swear,
a hell lotsa things went through my mind last night while watching you.

& i thought,
i'm that kinda girl, who cherish too much when the timing's not right,
and when the timing's right, i was far too hurt/disappointed to treasure anything anymore..

that's why, i've lost some of my friends.
i need someone to help and advise me on this.
and yet, sometimes, i just cant be too bothered to care,
cause i always give in to myself too childishly and stubbornly, to believe in..

"what's meant to be will always find its way"
and i guess, im wrong all the while.
this phrase is so wrong.
but then again,
my life has not ended yet, nothing has come to a REAL end yet.
so.. there's nothing i can prove about this phrase.

but there's a similar line, i've strongly believed all the while,
"If it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be.
Nothing will change even if you've tried everything."

& i wont forget what someone had once told me before when i wrote "all good things come to an end",
that person said, "because ALL things will eventually end, even the bad ones."

and i thought it was so true, somehow.

im still sensitive :C

and my mum warned me that
i'm eating a lot these few weeks.

that's sad.
i shall go on a strict diet, water spamming, and hopefully,
i'll gain back ALL the motivation and determination that i had.. last year.

peixin, yao rennnnnnnnn. :C

hi world.
so cooling now, thank you rain.
im so freaking bored.
mum brought sis for rebonding.
awaiting for her new hairstyle.
kickboxing later.
shh.

*thankyou daddy mummy so much for my early birthdaypresent.
love it so so so much. i promise i'll learn to save money now.
muah.

and this was what my sis did.

she typed,
tommorow. then
tomorrow. then
tommorrow. then finally she decides to type,
tomorrow.

l-o-l

ahahaha, dont know why.
i've got a sudden urge to go to botanic gardens.
i want to see the big big tree.
can have picnic there too.
anyone? (:

monday blues?

SAMSUNG JET, wait for me.
PLEASE. (:

ahhhhhhhh. ate so much.
water spamming day.

no matter how i tried to look around.
it was 98percent of black and 2percent of fading colours,
the sounds from the surroundings was totally fading at a fast rate.
chest's burning.
words spamming.
i kept moving, trying to keep my body working.
cause i'm afraid it would totally shut down before i could realise.

but im glad that two of my best friends were just right beside me.
and i cant thank them enough.

*i know i kept repeating this.
but i guess that was the darkest moment that i've panicked in my entire life.

bring me there some time again. heh.(:

and on a side note,

ahahah, fun session i've had the other time :D

swimming.

kickboxing.

clubbed. [1st]
&iwontbeabletoforgetabouttheblackout.

however.. 17-18th was definitely great great great. (:

how was yours spent.

HA HA. simple.
because i dont go along well with childish or petty people.

*im just not to THAT extent. hah.

it's been so long since i've cried cause of disappointment and anger.
been so long..

sundae peekture post

went for my cousin's wedding dinner.
this cute little cousin of mine. :D




sisterrrrrr.

happy holidays to me, hopefully.

aww (:

*marie digby is awesome (:
dont you feel, feel, feel, feel ..

munchie munch munch munch (:

hello my dear end-of-block. (:






& i've gotta say this is the best group work i've ever encountered in my life.
cheers to angel and shuyi! (:
*handshakes + munch munch*

last but not least,

love you angel~ :D

because

i only believe in those who knows me well.

they are the ones, and will be the only ones,
who will know what im trying to say, even if i phrased my words wrongly.
cheers to them(:

ewww.
it's so dirty there in your house.
i dont want it already.
even my mum's pissed off with you.
aw.

eww. both of them are creatures.
BIG SCARY CREATURES. EWWW.
saw one of them today.

tired tired tired
to the max

ok, i dont know why.
my emotions and thoughts are all blended and mixed up.

and i swear it's not a good mixture. at all.

or maybe it's due to sleeping at 5 last night and waking up at 6plus 7am in the morning.
just to warn people out there.

if you have only less than two hours of sleep,
dont try to walk in a fast pace.
dont try to turn your head too fast or continuously in different directions.
dont try to stay out for too long.
dont try to jump.
dont even try to run.

i swear i almost fainted outside today.
looking after my sister who doesnt want to go home.
dead beat.

& im feeling dam cranky now. trust me.

she was wearing this tube dress today.
made her looked pregnant.
her brother just left the mrt and left the reserved seat for her to rest.
she's tired so she sat down on it.
buay tahan.

and guess what.
her sis kept calling her mummy.
& this made most of the people turned and looked at her.
shit. what a day.

omggggggggggggggggg.
KEITHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . (:

pao pao cha

i wonder if bubble tea exists in other countries.