All Good Things Come To An End

and i regretted not taking a photo of the present&card before i gave it to you.
i did remind myself to, cause i know i regretted last year for not taking any photos of the presents i gave you.
but ended up, i still forgot to..

well.. here i wish you a happy birthday (:


& i swear,
a hell lotsa things went through my mind last night while watching you.

& i thought,
i'm that kinda girl, who cherish too much when the timing's not right,
and when the timing's right, i was far too hurt/disappointed to treasure anything anymore..

that's why, i've lost some of my friends.
i need someone to help and advise me on this.
and yet, sometimes, i just cant be too bothered to care,
cause i always give in to myself too childishly and stubbornly, to believe in..

"what's meant to be will always find its way"
and i guess, im wrong all the while.
this phrase is so wrong.
but then again,
my life has not ended yet, nothing has come to a REAL end yet.
so.. there's nothing i can prove about this phrase.

but there's a similar line, i've strongly believed all the while,
"If it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be.
Nothing will change even if you've tried everything."

& i wont forget what someone had once told me before when i wrote "all good things come to an end",
that person said, "because ALL things will eventually end, even the bad ones."

and i thought it was so true, somehow.