SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :D
LOVE YOU (:


On a side note, i cant think of anything for adcam.
well, maybe just some random ones.
but now, my BRAIN'S STUCKKKKKKK.

fiftyfifty street magazine: Invisible


I love the concept and i thought it was dam cool (:

please.

i seriously need understanding.
understanding from everyone.
im stuck, really stuck right now.

stab me.

jen, when are you free for that session at your house.
i guess i need that session desperately.
desperately..

this is what i saw when i look down from where i'm sitting.
he seriously needs to notice what's around him before he sleeps.

imagine if i didnt know that he was there, omg.

**meanwhile, i hope that he's having a sweet dream right now. (:

i swear something was seriously wrong today.
i was feeling giddy for 80% of the time.
and it was to the point that i was about to blackout any time.
& i've got to admit, it's quite scary.

quite some time.

decided to modify it.
due to some reasons which slipped off my mind ytd.

& i hope it didnt happen.
it mustnt happen.

a typical shock.

sneezing might be the cause of this scene.
and usually, the person who sneezed would be you, yourself.
so you'd spill whatever's on your spoon, on the table.

but no. not for me.
i didnt sneeze.

but the person beside me did.


** On a side note, my sis was with me too. & she wasnt shock by the sneeze AT ALL.
what the hell is wrong with me man. i swear the stupid sneeze was dam loud ok.

indescribable, feel it?

Although I've not seen some for a long time, I still remember and miss.
Although I've been seeing some quite often, I still miss.

MY EYE HURTS!
ok, im sure you know which one. :C

oh.my.g

ahhhhh.

just received an email from ..


KEITH TAN! ((((((((((:

omg, im dam sleepy and tired right now.
need to rest soon and wake up early tmr.

and thanks mum, for saying those impactful words to me.
though i was quite shock, but i've been expecting someone to say it to me.
& i didnt think it would be coming from you.

so i guess i shall now be motivated by those words and..
prove it to you.

and make sure you dont forget/regret what you've said.

and it was that bad that..
whenever i do something, i have to do it at a slower pace.
for example, simple actions like turning my head.

cause when i turn my head too fast, even just to the side.
it's like a swirl of giddiness in my head.
seriously. and i guess i almost blackout.
i have to close my eyes and calm myself down,
let everything in my head go back to their right positions,
slowly open my eyes, and continue what i'm doing.

eww.
help?

& finally

a 10 hours sleep last night.


after 5 or 6 nights of 1hour sleep.
how amazing.

sucks.

assignment eat assignment eat walk around the house eat blog
assignment doze off dream of work wake up
rush to school assignment toilet assignment doze off on mrt
assignment eat blog eat walk around the house eat assignment
doze off assignment eat eat doze off school assignment home
submission submission submission.

after all these. will be a start of a new cycle of the same thing.
jenmey, forever never ending seems to be really negative to me.
for now.

addicted.

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that ya feel the same

standupforauntiesanduncleswhoareoldenough

sorry aunties & uncles,
this girl sitting on this mrt seat is really, really tired.
she's sleeping not because she's selfish.
but she's really tired. (with just the small amount of energy she gained from the 1hour sleep nap)

please dont stare at her, expecting her to stand up.
unless you look old enough to her.

please pardon her.

nowadays, i've been wondering..
what if i just suddenly die one day.

i havent even get to enjoy the tiniest bit of my life.


things havent been going well for me.
and you wouldnt want to know what are those.
i guess my boat is sinking..

slowly slowly down down down ..

i'm not going to sleep tonight.
AGAIN.




anyone ?

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY, MUMMY.
& i was touched to tears when i read the long msg that daddy sent to mummy.
love both of you so much.

yi ji bang

yee chee baaaan

know. i dont.

tp group mates.


temperature sticker


pop by jjc.
yp yp yp yp yp.


isa isa isa bella.
laugh out loud. (:

congrads to you, isabellove. ntu ntu ntuuuu!!
thanks guys for all the treats & feasting.
the choc and cheese fondue!
appreciated.

getting fatter now. haha.

fatty bom bom.

stupid cockroach.
how dare you caused my mum to injure her leg.

im glad you died a horrible death;
with the insecticide continuously sprayed for 1hour.
hah, im kidding.

on repeat

Can't read my Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face

and i almost fell flat in the mrt today.
didnt manage to win any seats during the play of musical chairs with the business people this morning.

sucks.

ok. 5.55 am now.
and i really should go and get prepared for school.
i hope i wouldnt be late.

my eyes are in the auto-shutdown state.
T_____T

i hope i wont end up lying anywhere on the street today.

i really do hope that i can be in sch early.
and that the 69 queue wont have 72823047 students in line.
it always freaks me out.

It's going to be 4am.

jiayou peixin.

haha.

contacts online : 0

wow, the sky must have heard me.
now, there're lightnings and thunder to keep me awake.

o_o
my eyes hurt.
so, please be glad that you're able to sleep without any worries.

you know what,
i feel like going to the macs now.
mccafe's available at there now!

spend my night there doing my work.
maybe the environment there will keep me awake.
or maybe distracted.
at least i dont think i'll sleep if im there.

anyone joining?

tired. so. i am.

you know,
i'm really tired now, but i need to finish this report by tonight, hopefully.
as i've got other assignments to do/rush tmr.

i really wish that there's something to keep me awake and energized now.
yes, right now.
slap me.

I WANT THOSE!

HAHAHA.
I WANT THE PHOTOSHOP, ILLUSTRATOR AND FLASHHH.
hahaha. :D

you know, some people just make me want to argh.
just you people wait and see ok.
thank you for all that too. maybe that will help me in some way.
ha. ha. ha.

ok ok. i'll get back to my work. hah.

remaining offline has always been a habit.

omg, see.. i'm here again.
told you i couldnt concentrate.

argh.

argh. i freaking cant concentrate on my work at all.
the whole of today was totally wasted.
:C

dam sian.
i always picture myself doing the things i've got to do.
but in reality, i'm just sitting there stoning.
with lots of things going on in my head.

motivations needed desperately.
come to me, please.

pig. i am.

have been so tired nowadays.
dragging myself to the toilet every morning.
squeezed and played musical chairs with the working adults in the mrt every morning.
dozing off while sitting/standing in the mrt every morning.
late for school almost every morning.
stomach grumbled every morning.
but ate a lot after that. pigged out.
that's why im getting fatter and fatter. getting triple chins now. pro or not.

dozing off during 12pm classes.
buay tahan.
so to keep myself awake, i've got to either msg pple, or doodling.
doodling is good. lecturer will think that im taking down notes. so keep it up.




while im typing this entry, im waiting for my download for Taken to end.
and omg. yay. it ended already.
shall go off and lie on my bed while watching it from my nano.

goodnight people.



P.S. ahhh, she's reallyy beautifoooooo!!! heh.