why. give me the reason. someone please.

someone please rearrange the words for me thankyouverymuch.


saw angel today. hugged and missed. C:
and thanks for the smses.
was really surprised to see those msgs that you guys sent out of concern.
touched & appreciated.

these days were really tough.. for me.
&i dont know why.
why.


P.S.
I'VE GROWN EXTREMELY FAT NOW.
SO CHEERS TO THOSE WHO ARE HAPPY ABT IT.

a friend

sometimes, it's just so heartwarming, when someone whom you arent really close with,
came up to you and asked,
"eh, you ok anot?"
it may be casual. but at least.
at least he makes an effort to ask after seeing me coughing non-stop while i was presenting my presentation today.

it's these little simple gestures and things that makes me smile.
appreciated.



p.s. Dont watch Friday the 13th. not nice.

the clock reads 04.26am now..
if i sleep now, i'll be waking up in 1plus hours' time. :/

"now, slit my throat and listen to my lullaby."

if thats the case

then ok mummy.
i'll prove it to you.

to be honest

im quite surprise to see certain people who made their way here.
seriously. hah.

and,
one of them googled. hahaha. or maybe a few more.
sometimes, i dont really know how i should feel about these little actions.
good/bad.

KAYGEE.

584

oh man, this is bad.
we shall see. :C

eww. i dont like the time now.
better go and sleep. shoo.

dam

i seriously hate to forget what i was about to say,
i thought it was rather important.
and i still cant recall what it is, until now.

dam brain. :C

eww. what is this.

this morning, i couldnt even grab a seat at the PIONEER STATION.
what the hell. i saw an empty seat, and when i was just about to walk over, A MAN JUST RAN TOWARDS IT AND SAT DOWN.
please. i dislike guys who're not gentleman.
eww.

seriously, like once the MRT door was opened,
everyone would just behaved like they're playing the Musical Chairs.
eww.

it got really crowded stations after stations.
and when i turned to my side, i saw this. [the photo above]
that uncle just placed his butt on the pole.
eww.

sometimes, i seriously have no idea, what am i thinking.
why am i behaving like that. hah.
even i've got no idea myself. so, i guess, there's no use trying to figure it out for me.

or maybe, im just selective. eww.

p.s. that freaking timetable is irritating. it changed again. & now, i've got a 3 freaking hours break at the last block.

hah. how funny.

please.
dont expect others to do something you wont do.
how selfish. yucks.

the day before school.

shit.
i've injured my left middle toe.
& it's purple now.
amazing.

what a way to start school.

sore+flu+cough. nice blend?

hah.
sick = suck
fatter = suck
school starting = suck

not looking forward to anything at all, except for the life after i graduate from tp.
need to save up for digital camera.
jiayou peixin, yes, i can do it. hahahahah. =.-

ok. i know this is random.

[ok, i dont know if i should update abt this bloglink on my rotting lj. should i. or maybe no one bothered. hah.]

argh.
dam sore throat.

down up down.

went library yesterday and dig out some nice books.
i wish i had all the time to browse through each and everyone of them.
especially design books, they are simply awesome.
totally awed by them.

but seriously.
i've wasted 2 freaking weeks of my holiday.
and next monday im starting school already, yet not ALL READY.
shit, totally not ready for school yet.
sucks.

worried about my internship.
worried about the companies hunt.
worried about my portfolio.
worried about my design skills. im not up to standard.
and i seriously need to improve and build up my portty.

yet procrastinating, as always.
help.

i need more colours, inspirations and motivations in my lifeeeeeeeeee.

yesterday.

hello hello.
did some house chores yesterday. C:

family dinner at jurongpoint.
and something happened that made me hate cheena people so much. :/
hopefully KARMA will tag along with whoever that culprit is, forever.

& did something to my hair. aint that obvious, but whatever.
shared dye with my brother.

stained, yet not again.

hah.
today was a really fat-cats&dogs day.
really fat and heavy ones.

and so ya.
i stained my skirt. eh, no no.
my skirt stained my legs.
yea. i repeat, my skirt, yea you know skirt, stained my legs, yea you know my legs, getting stained, yea by the skirt.
ahah. turquoise legs man. no la, not to that extent.



one more thing. a really important one!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MY LOVE, HARUMA!
how could i afford to forget abt this.
loves. C:

lazy bug.

came on the 2nd.

urgh.

i . want . to . go . swimming !

i want to have a longer holidayyyyyyyyy. way much more longer than this, please.
to enjoy and chill.

or maybe i should make use of this period to build up my portfolio.
but most of the time, i've been procrastinating.
this is really bad. hah. :/

urm..

i guess it's getting more and more irritating, seriously.
argh.



but this will make me smile, for sure.
C: