sometimes, it's also quite amazing how your closest friend can do something you thought she'll nvr do.
& i guess i know nobody whom i can trust anymore.

& i've finally know how gullible i am. [after 18 freaking years]
how easily i can believe someone.
but i thought i can judge.
but now i know i cant..
right..?
no wonder people around me,
kept warning me to be very careful and not to trust people so easily anymore,
even if he/she is your bestest friend.

that's why i kept most of the things to myself nowadays.
im sorry.
i guess i've only got one word to say.
disappointed.

but then again,
when i get in contact with these people that once betrayed me,
i'll tend to tell them everything again.
i hate myself for being so outta control. ):

& i know some people are out there laughing at how pathetic i am, right now.
but im fine.

hello karma police.